Anonymous Asked: Do you bind?

no i don’t bind.

Anonymous Asked: Hi My name is Wojciech Jozef Klubinski I'm living and studying in UK at Sunderland University - I bumped into your blog by accident when I was looking for some music - playlist you got here is excellent Ghost Loft - So High and Matthew L. Fisher - Home, Arnalds - Rain - You seem as very nice person - All the best to You.

aw thank you! and nice to meet you! i’m glad you enjoy my playlist, I’m in love with it and play it everyday. All the best to you too and thanks for stopping by.

Anonymous Asked: Hey, I just wanted to thank you. Your YouTube videos and stuff have helped me come to terms with my sexuality, and you/your videos always cheer me up when I'm feeling down. I know things are hard for you right now and I know I can't help you, but I just want you to know that I appreciate you and everything you do so much, even though it may be hard to believe it right now. I wish you could see what I see in you, Jei. You are amazing. Lots of hugs and love! (All the way from Sweden)

<3 Thank you love. Loves to you too <3 I’m pulling through. no worries :’D

Anonymous Asked: Is it a bad think to not know what you want? Like out of life or even a relationship. Idk I somehow make things more complicated than they actually are.

I don’t think so because it takes time to know what you want. No need to be in a rush because we have a whole lifetime for that. Just live in the moment if it makes you happy, and decide what you want along the way. No need to stress about it because I didn’t know what I want until years later as well. Sometimes, I still don’t know what I want. lol

Anonymous Asked: If you look at the first page of your tumblr, do you remember your thoughts then? what's the difference between you then and now? Are you satisfied of where you've gotten?

Oh damn of course.
I was insanely absolutely miserable even though I posted some cheerful ones. I was in so much pain at that time, more pain that I ever been.

I guess back then I was driven on crazy emotions. Madly and deeply in love, depressed, absolutely hurt, suicidal and now I’m just empty, but content. I’m not suffering anymore and I’m not suffocating. I was younger back then and still in school, trying to find reasons to hang on (for instance, my mom). Now I’ve finished school, I’m not in so much pain (just have episodes from flashbacks), and I’m with my family once more, and a lot happier. I shut the world out back then, but now I’m very social and happy.
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Anonymous Asked: Hey Jei, Happy Birthday to you! Thank you so much for being such a great inspiration to me. To everyone. You may not know me, but I want you to know, you are the greatest person I've ever known. Thank you Jei! I'm so glad you were born into this world! And yeah..you're getting older Jei. Btw, take care of yourself.

Aw i will. yes im turning into a grandma now ;-; and thank you!

Anonymous Asked: Happy Birthday Jei! ^_^ Another year older, another year wiser. Continue on to Neverland nevertheless. Haha. I will always remember your YouTube videos that made my days. You're a great person. Even though I'm a stranger/fan/person, I'm still glad that you were born. You're inspiring and a strong person. Wishing you love and happiness. Happy New Year! (; New beginnings. Don't forget to SMILE! :) Much love <3 ~Me

<33 THANK YOU LOVE

Anonymous Asked: ♫ ♫Happy Birthday to you ♫ ♫ Happy Birthday our dear Jei ♫ ♫ ♫ Happy Bithday to you ♫ ♫

aww thank you <3333

Anonymous Asked: Seeing you cherish your friends, do you have any advice for people that have an extremely hard time making friends?

Well if you’re generally a shy or awkward person, the best thing to do is to build your courage or try to get to know people. I think the best starter is to make at least one friend first, and get to know them. By making one friend, you’ll be able to give yourself an opportunity to make new friends. That’s how I created my spider web in Dallas. I started off alone when I moved there, and then within a year, I knew over hundred people and helped them make more friends by introducing them to each other. Only few I’ve chosen to become my friend, while others became my acquaintances. It takes time and confidence. Don’t forget to be yourself though too. Thats pretty important. :)

Anonymous Asked: lego house - ed sheeran. it's a nice song, check it out.

its been introduced to me before.. by someone. im in love with this song. :)